I would like to say, i was convinced that this camp would be meaningful as my brother kept gloating about it and that my friend who is a Group Leader from another school even pleaded me to go to my OWN SCHOOLS camp so i went and realise that the Foc is really fun and great, only bad points is it's humid,hot and sweat. planning is good. food is average, Group Leaders are GREAT, before than i was pondering about sth related to finding your own joy to give you your purpose in life. I've been thinking since then and found out that joy can be found from the simplest things. as i see the group leaders cheer happily and play games, make jokes. so obviouslly i got jealous LOL, rediculous. Through out the whole day, GLs come over to try to make me joyful but it's so hard to forget other things, and that place of heat, boringness and humidity kept bringing it back into my mind And wanted out of that "wretched" place, i consulted my brother, which was a Ex group leader there, but graduated. about it and he convinced me to continue with the 2nd day, the start was really boring as we were just cheering akin to the first day =.= but towards the afternoon it became amazingly fun XD I realise all the Group leaders love each other like family and at the end of the day, some of them were already crying as they had to leave for personnal reason. lol i bet tp mass dance can own any other polys dance haha. we have over six hundred freshies and two hundred group leaders and 50 other etc members XD That night, the one of the GL came to my group and told us something spiritual hahaha, so i'm hurmoured, but! he made sense and i could feel that he was sad that the camp is gonna end.. so i thought and realise that The family spirit, was to be shared with all of us, that this simple joy is available for a cowering heart of mine and that nothing could replace this so, i knew this is a joy factory hahaha. During the 3rd day, WATER FUN, i swore firstly to any lowly lord above and below that my balls were soaking wet with soap and stuff i don really like. I could shit inside and it wont make any difference. LOL and i found out that my body doesn't really say i'm the fittest person in gvss, more of a couch potato hahaha i'm all white and getting flabbier hahaha although i can still do my tummy wave XD but my resolve is to fully dedicate my self to Karate, so i can kick God and all the other pieces of crap to the sun and let them beg for mercy from it. ANYWAY, at the end of the camp, we will have a "secret" night meeting at the cpf building at tampenes area, lol secretive eh? i knew it the first day i came rofl. So i went, they asked us to rush over so i went home and went there asap, when i reached, i had 3 other reliez members? lol non of the GLs were here yet. so i too my time finding people, it was cheering eating and fun again, the joke is, a mere 5 drops of water chased all the TP people into shelter rofl.. wad losers hahahhaha . To end it off, i asked 20 girls for thier numbers =] and a few gls and male friends that i thought worthy LOL i sound dam bad when ever i say that, but thats just how i feel =[ wad a fuck up i am, thank you =]
kel-kel || 11:26 PM
