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Monday, April 20, 2009

LOL i woke up 4 times before i was fully up, haiz such a lazy day...
i'm absolutely still in a holiday mood, haha every 1 can always use spare holidays haha. at the bus stop, i got a call from biotech asking me if i decided to go into thier slot and i agreed, this is a surprise to my cousin in bio tech as if i end up in her class, i htink she will O.O lol, so..... i went to school and reach before 9. During the bus trip i was smsing with 2 dudes, feels gay, but.... lol both were from G.E.T. but only 1 of them is my class mate, and he was still sleeping at home lol while i was suppose to meet the other 1 because i was not sure when my lessons start and where, so the truth is, my class was at 2, and that guy was rightfully sleeping while i'm a nonsensical dick head filled with anxiety lmao. so at tp entrence, i headed back home.

at 12.30 i met the sleeping dude, his name is mark fyi lol so we ate at business canteen with another dude, ffs it's super crowded, and whats with people wanted to see business girls? they aren't that awesome and the are not queens =.= i treat females with respect and guys with with different perspective of respect. so we ate and OMG, so sickening =.=

so we went to class and i though it was gonna be hell, The Halls Of Nerds
so i waited wiht mark ourside the class room and soon we got in with some random dude. we waited for 30 mins , He waited, i took a nap lol followed by our care taker coming to relieve us, with nonsense for another 30 mins, than he decided to bring us to the gaming lab, where i played dota for the remaining 3 hours. LOL wad a joke of a day, before dinner met clarke, and saw my RELIEZ small group, haha i had to leave them becuse i have a prior arrangement with clarky here, so we ate at astons, this time there was no digger ear lady, although it was the 1, we talk about stuff, and finally headed back where i am now, BYEBYE thank you :)

kel-kel || 5:40 AM

Monday, April 13, 2009

lalalalalalala

WOOOO, I'm here to celebrate me being single for almost 18 years XD
so i myself know all types of things to do when you're bored during your holiday,
the 4 best solutions but do not assure you a fun holiday XD.
from the bottom, we have........ get a job. LOL
it really sucks seriously, but it really gets the job done, you can also make new friends that might potentially suck or be your bff for life =D.
it can also earn you $_$ and experience in places you probably never enter again in your life but, O well life is full of shit and learning new stuff wont hurt =]
bad thing is, you most likely will neglect your current friends or soul-mate for measly money and most often you don't choose when to work, the work choose when so a lot of shit can be stirred up and you will emo throughout your holiday.
SECOND PLACEEEEE, get a new hobby or improve it, let say you see this pair of blades and you feel like doing slalom, well DO IT =.= or see dancers getting hot at sweaty and you feel like joining them haha orfat people watching tv all day to add on to thier amazing assets to show to the world, i'm happy and big and severely overweight LOL, fyi, i'm against... fat people, gay people, indian people and god.
hahahaha back to topic, i play the guitar for 3 years of my life, and i still suck LOL because i did not go all out for it, if i did i would be reasonable good now hahaha, theres many forums in sg that allows finding or sharing of hobbies, you can start there, GO FOR IT and your holiday would be fun, bad point is, your new hobby might be expensive or be with the wrong type of friends, either way it's up to you.
the 2nd best... hahahaha is to find a bunch of people who are interested in you, this is a lowly idea but it REALLY WORKS it's FOC and you feel great and proud 24/7 and yes i'm a piece of lowly mother fucking shit well, that's me =] some of those loser might even buy stuff FOR YOU LOL, BUT FFS have some integrity, indulge reasonably, company is good enough, don't be a serious piece of shit, or i will come for you =3 and please, dont EVER hint. dont wait till your pursuers all flood you with tattoo's on thier ( . )( . ) for you to realise your mistake and that you have ruined people lives.
For my last topic, it's the best it's really sweet, bitter and a waste of your life, but thats wad holidays are for =] . GO OUT, FIND A REALLY HOT PERSON YOU LIKE, and try to chase the person hahahahaha dont blame ANY 1 when your heart is broken cos ffs, dont expect the person to like you back, just put some hope into it and that will raise your spirit =] our heart feels heavy when we are sad, and light when we are happy in all the aspects. you can experiment with your heart now and learn how to control your feelings better. THIS IS THE BEST FOR LOSERS LIKE EVERYONE that includes me cos i wrote this shit XD HAHAHA thank you

kel-kel || 9:04 PM

Saturday, April 11, 2009

biginning of new me,

I would like to say, i was convinced that this camp would be meaningful as my brother kept gloating about it and that my friend who is a Group Leader from another school even pleaded me to go to my OWN SCHOOLS camp so i went and realise that the Foc is really fun and great, only bad points is it's humid,hot and sweat.
planning is good. food is average, Group Leaders are GREAT, before than i was pondering about sth related to finding your own joy to give you your purpose in life. I've been thinking since then and found out that joy can be found from the simplest things. as i see the group leaders cheer happily and play games, make jokes. so obviouslly i got jealous LOL, rediculous.
Through out the whole day, GLs come over to try to make me joyful but it's so hard to forget other things, and that place of heat, boringness and humidity kept bringing it back into my mind And wanted out of that "wretched" place, i consulted my brother, which was a Ex group leader there, but graduated. about it and he convinced me to continue with the 2nd day, the start was really boring as we were just cheering akin to the first day =.= but towards the afternoon it became amazingly fun XD I realise all the Group leaders love each other like family and at the end of the day, some of them were already crying as they had to leave for personnal reason. lol i bet tp mass dance can own any other polys dance haha. we have over six hundred freshies and two hundred group leaders and 50 other etc members XD That night, the one of the GL came to my group and told us something spiritual hahaha, so i'm hurmoured, but! he made sense and i could feel that he was sad that the camp is gonna end.. so i thought and realise that The family spirit, was to be shared with all of us, that this simple joy is available for a cowering heart of mine and that nothing could replace this so, i knew this is a joy factory hahaha.
During the 3rd day, WATER FUN, i swore firstly to any lowly lord above and below that my balls were soaking wet with soap and stuff i don really like. I could shit inside and it wont make any difference. LOL and i found out that my body doesn't really say i'm the fittest person in gvss, more of a couch potato hahaha i'm all white and getting flabbier hahaha although i can still do my tummy wave XD but my resolve is to fully dedicate my self to Karate, so i can kick God and all the other pieces of crap to the sun and let them beg for mercy from it. ANYWAY, at the end of the camp, we will have a "secret" night meeting at the cpf building at tampenes area, lol secretive eh? i knew it the first day i came rofl.
So i went, they asked us to rush over so i went home and went there asap, when i reached, i had 3 other reliez members? lol non of the GLs were here yet. so i too my time finding people, it was cheering eating and fun again, the joke is, a mere 5 drops of water chased all the TP people into shelter rofl.. wad losers hahahhaha .
To end it off, i asked 20 girls for thier numbers =] and a few gls and male friends that i thought worthy LOL i sound dam bad when ever i say that, but thats just how i feel =[ wad a fuck up i am, thank you =]

kel-kel || 11:26 PM